cursing

FUCK!

i didn't know why suddenly i felt that i'm missing terendak so much. how stupid is this? it's not that i can became younger again. shit! i felt like cursing every second. yeah my life was better when i was at terendak. i had so much fun! i didn't have to study so hard to get good results. not like now. i'm struggling half to death just to get an A. i fucking hate this ;(

i need to grow up. life is getting real when i'm older. i just need to find a way how i can be genius and still have so much fun.

- move on eja. don't keep wishing you'll be younger again.